"TIME WELL WASTED" original

24"x36" oil paint and retired CAS notebook pages on canvas

Fear, uncertainty, sweat, isolation, heartbreak, adrenaline, dopamine, brotherhood, satisfaction, peace and love, war and hate, mummified and preserved on the pages of CAS notebooks from years of work during some of the loneliest times of my life. The lows are contrasted by the highs, the Apache overwatch flies low enough to spit on while you cruise down ruined roads with your buddies far from home. I often wonder if it was all worth it, or if it was just time well wasted